Darkness
Are you in my head?
Are you in my heart?
Am I just afraid of you?
Are you really in control?
Sometimes I know you're here
Most times that doesn't help
I know you're strong and willing
But it's just me that I am not
I think about the day I met you
And how I don't remember
I think about your goodness
And I'm sick that I'm not good
If you could only touch me
And speak at least to me
Am I so blind that I can't see you?
Or my heart is faint that I can't feel?
Either way I'm not with you
And it kills me everytime
For I miss you very much my Father
And I joy when I'm with you
Somedays are better than others
And in darkness You always shine
And I see you and I smile
As I long my real home
Are you in my heart?
Am I just afraid of you?
Are you really in control?
Sometimes I know you're here
Most times that doesn't help
I know you're strong and willing
But it's just me that I am not
I think about the day I met you
And how I don't remember
I think about your goodness
And I'm sick that I'm not good
If you could only touch me
And speak at least to me
Am I so blind that I can't see you?
Or my heart is faint that I can't feel?
Either way I'm not with you
And it kills me everytime
For I miss you very much my Father
And I joy when I'm with you
Somedays are better than others
And in darkness You always shine
And I see you and I smile
As I long my real home
posted by Havoc at 9:11 PM
2 Comments:
This... wasn't supposed to be about this. I guess it just happened, and I choose to respect the outcome.
I like it.. alot actually. This line really gets me. "Am I just afraid of you?" I worry about that often. I wonder if i believe because i want to serve the One i love, or if i serve the One i love because i am afraid of what might happen if i don't.
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