Erratas

After re-reading the Post titled No life, and the latter comments (which btw, as usual, I loved yours Janis), I realized that I should take it away for a simple reason that I explain in my original comment to it. So here it goes.


Balance.. what a great thing. I've been thinking a lot about what I wrote here, and I can say I am unsure of what to think about it. Sometimes there's things in me that I don't understand but they are there. Sometimes I know some things are just right and sometimes they are just wrong. In this case, it's not that I am denying what I said or that I am not backing up this, but even when I wrote this 2 weeks ago, for some reason I am not sure this is entirely what describes all I believe at the moment.
Let's see, before I used to think that Santa Claus was real but later on I learned the awful truth. Before I could give the full account and 'facts' and evidence on why I believe so hard on it's 'realness'. Today I can give you a different version of it.
It's not that I don't believe in this anymore, I can't deny the whys and hows of my life for doing that would definitely be beyond treason and denying.
All I know right now is that this constant realizing of the mysteriousness of God is simply too fast for me to keep up.
I don't think debating back would be wise because I am not trying to convince or look for approval, I only write of what I think and feel and this is it.

I also realized that regardless of.. anything.. I should be more responsible with what I write based on the readers. I am supposed to honor a belief in a place where my beliefs don't exactly fit, and I am to support this.
So I decide to take it away, I saved it in my personal files for future reference.